the great "changing of the majors"

when I chose communications as a major, I chose it because it was broad. I'd like to call myself a very creative person. I blog, I used to be a chief editor on my school's yearbook, I created their first monthly magazine, I partook in theatre my entire high school career--and even was employed professionally as a theatrical technician, I create short films--I even directed my own this last school year with my best friend--and partake in photography; I do SO many creative things. but I simply can't pick one, but there is something inside of me that doesn't want me to chose the safe "broad" option.

having one of those days

I did a lot today. I went out, got some great acai, charged my car, went to my freshman honors orientations; but somehow I still feel like my day has been missing something.

like I feel that I haven't really gotten anything done this week. I don't feel motivated to start studying my textbooks yet (though classes start monday), so I don't know what else to do.

I've explored the town and driven all the way down to the beach this week so it feels like I've just run out of options. additionally, my attention span just feels like it's depleting more and more each day as I try and get through 1 episode of 'girls' on hbo. (I love the show I just can't focus for shit)

so what should I do? is there anything I can do? or is this just how it's going to be...

I'm being a bit over dramatic--my boyfriend moves up next to my apartment tomorrow I just am sooooo bored right now.

also, one more thing, all of these people at my honors orientation seem so driven, and I don't know WHAT to do with my life. I feel like I have so many options but too little time, and just this intense feeling that I will be missing out on so many good things if I just pick one pathway.

anyways, sorry for the rant!

ttyl.